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As I lay here about to get ready for work I thought I would take a few minutes to write for myself. I miss my life out west. This move really is harder on me than I thought it would be. All my friends are out there and seeing them all together kinda hurts. I'm glad they're all there for each other, trust me, however I just wish I was there with them. Yes I might have my church friends here, but it's not the same. I can't just up and go on a road trip when I like, go to the lake, or go over to someones house and just spend the night because we want to. One thing I have missed the most is Sunday game night with all my friends. I started it in Utah with my friends there and continued to do so in Rexburg. It just feels like now that I live back here, my life is planned out and I feel like a puppet. I feel like I have certain things to do and if I do anything else or hangout with the wrong people that I have to explain who and where I am going. I am use to living a life where I can just up and do something, or not really have plans but just hang out at someones house. Here I feel like I can't do this. For the last week or so I've just started to feel like I'm in a box with noway out and that the walls are coming in on top of me... (Have I ever mentioned I am claustrophobic?)... not a good feeling. Just knowing that this time the move is for good is weird. I know we all grow up and must move on at some point in time. I just am having a difficult time with this, even more so since I don't know what I'm doing with my life. I feel like a ball of emotions and that I'm going to explode if I don't get my thoughts out, so that is the reason for this post. Sorry if it's not cheerful or has anything entertaining or exciting for you to read. If you have made it to this point of it... good for you... this post is mostly just for me, but of course you are more than welcome to read. There is a lot more on my mind, but sadly I have to go to my dead end job (But I am at least glad I have a job). Loves.

So much has happened

I haven't really blogged about my life as far as what I've been doing since the move, so I thought I would just catch up real fast. I'm not the greatest at taking pictures of everything, I usually steal them from others :) So I'm sorry for the lack of them.

Anyway, I went to the zoo with Laura, Dom, and Bethany one day a couple weeks back. We had a blast. However there were geese that kept trying to eat our food so I would chase them away. Bethany thought it was hilarious! For the next couple of days she went around tell everyone the story and couldn't stop laughing long enough to tell it even.

Bethany and I at the zoo

I also went to state fair with a good friend! Had a blast and actually rode some of the rides this time. We were standing in line and of course this girl does what on the ride... throws up! YUCK!

It kind of made me laugh though in away because everyone around us was drunk and riding things that just made them sick.... stupid move on their part! Overall we had a really good time just hanging out and catching up.

I've also been going to the single ward of course... I meet this girl named Kim who was just baptized and we're going to move in together at some point (hopefully soon). It's a little weird going and seeing kids younger than me that were in young men and young womens going. It's also weird because my good friends all got married this summer who I usually hangout with.

My first week back I did meet this man named Nathan. He's a pretty cool guy and we had hung out for awhile, but nothing too special, but I enjoy being around and getting to know everyone new in the ward.

A couple weekends ago my family went to Herber's orchard. When I was little we use to pick apples and then come home and make applesauce. So we went and this year made apple crisp. It was delicious!

Granny went with us!

Mom and Bethany

Papa
Wes and Dom
Laura and Bethany
Everyone besides Mom and Papa (they are the ones taking the picture)
Me

Let's see here, what else is new? I'm still working at Hometown and looking for a better job, more of a career hopefully. Besides that my life is pretty much boring. I just hangout and go to work, church, and watch movie with mom and papa.

Hope things are going well for everyone!