I decided that it's been awhile since I posted. I did make it home safely even though it was kind of a long trip... and I don't mean the driving part. Heather and Rylee both got sick... but that's done a over with! We got home and had my birthday with ALL of our family even both sides of grandparents were here. It was good to see them since it was going on almost 3 years since I have seen some of them. Then our cousins came down and played with us for a little while. Then finally it was back to the "normal" of just our family. Once Heather and Rylee left, it really really set in I was here for longer than a visit.
I spend most of my time at work, church, or looking for another job. So lately I have had major withdraws from my girls! You never know what you have until it's gone, well not having Naomi and Marissa here isn't as easy as I thought. The three of is have done just about everything together for the past two years. It doesn't help that the friends I have here, I don't really get to see and hangout with. So most of the time I honestly just feel alone. I miss my friends and being on my own. I miss being able to come and go and see whoever I want whenever I want. I know times change and so do we, but sometimes the changes are more than a little and it's hard to deal with. Besides having friend withdraws life really is pretty decent. I enjoy being able to see my parents and talk to them. It's also nice having Amy and Laura not too far down the road from us. now if we could only get Heather back this way, we'd all be close to home again!
